He Chooses To Go Aback

Nothing goes his way in his life. Everything he did was just a nuisance to everybody around him. Even though they never express their annoyance but he could see it on their face that it troubles them. He thought about the purpose of him coming to this and grown up to be a pathetic failure. He could not bare to look at himself in the mirror as there's always failure in it. He's like an unwanted defected goods. And no one wants a defects in their life. On a night, he wrote a long notes and put it on his table. He looked through his closet for the best outfit. He took it out and iron it then hang it by the door. The next day, he wore them and go to one of the tall rise buildings in the city. He press on the button in the escalator and reaches the rooftop. He walked towards the edge and sat down while facing towards the door where he come from. He thought about how things were when he was small and settling down in the arm of his parents. Carefree and have no worries at all. He look down from the rooftop. People and the cars were as small a nest of ants. He realizes that he had fear for height then he looked away and started to stand up with his back facing the outside. He knew that he had only two choices, walk aback or walk forward. The nest thing he felt was the zero gravity that make him felt as if he was floating. I guess I have chooses to walk aback. He close his eyes and the blue skies was the last thing he had seen before he felt the heavy gravity.